Life lately…

has been one continuous rollercoaster of emotion.

Not because there is anything major going on. Nope. Everything is just trucking along as it does. And for that I am most grateful. Even though my gratitude is quickly forgotten time and time again throughout the day. In general, I am having a hard time being grateful, being present, being patient, being kind, being chill.
I am spending a lot more time than I would like being angry, being frustrated, being dissatisfied, being irritable, being mean.  Sad, but true.
This state of affairs feels very much  as though it is clinical/chemical rather than just.. you know…me..and hopefully it will work itself out soon, but it did occur to me recently that I have not been focusing on improving my spirituality much at all lately. And that has made me feel somewhat dead and uninspired and numb (when I am not feeling enraged, dissatisfied and irritable.)  I don’t believe the numb uninspired feeling is clinical, I think that part is spiritual.  And that part I don’t have to wait to sort itself out. I can work on it. And so I am trying.  Part of my spiritual fitness routine is to thank God for my blessings.  Every day.  I was just skimming through some of my recent photos trying to find something in particular and I saw so many random photos which made me realize how richly overwhelmingly blessed I am. I am just dropping a few randomly in here..no rhyme or reason. They just make me smile. And they make me grateful.

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